THE LAST STEPS.
These are the last steps in my student life. With one leg in the professional life style and one in a late student life it’s really hard to know where you belong. In Dutch we say: ‘You’re young and you want something.’
And it’s true. I want something to happen.
I want to start living my dreams. I’ve got so many things I want to do before I’m 30. Even before I’m 25. You feel that’s it’s all going to happen in a short while, but you’re not there yet. You’ve seen all the drunk student parties, but you can’t really say goodbye to them yet. I’m so anxious to learn new things, meet new people and start another stage of my life, but on the other hand I don’t want to let go what I now know. I want to stand on my own two feet, but I love coming home in weekends to be spoiled by ‘Tha Mum’.
It’s all about letting go and starting all over again. Exploring new terrain because you’ve seen the other.
How ever much I would love to go to work, I’m also thinking I really want to see the world. I dream that one day I can combine the two. There’s so much to see and I’m so curious I can hardly keep myself from packing my bag and leaving for an adventure of some sort.
May and June will be two months in which my head will be filled with thoughts, dreams and hopes.
Maybe one of them may come through…